You two are obviously planning on getting back together. I bet this promise you keep mentioning is that you'll go back out with her if she gets her life together and changes. Alpha makes it obvious herself with an "It's Complicated" love status and other vague talk here and there. You two are still in love, and for you to come in here and try and "open our eyes" to how she has ~*changed*~ is still your heart talking. Even if you do buff it up with how she deserves the hate she gets and OH NO I UNDERSTAND REALLY. Everything you say doesn't matter to me because of that.

Sorry, but Alpha is and will always be a bitch. Nothing will convince me otherwise. I don't care what she goes through and how you think it may have remodeled her. Take your ass (which is obviously in love with Alpha) out of here and keep to your word on not come back for once.